Mrs. Belly Pork

今年終於，終於不用在聖誕夜工作了....但是....

It is just another X'mas without him...  

聽著他彈的曲子，

我始終無法置信，前天晚上，我在夜裡居然可以說出...我已經放棄了!!!

今天下午和室友們走在人聲鼎沸的 New Street上，耳邊突然傳來 蘇格蘭的風笛聲。我先是愣了一下，接著臉上開始顯出了不悅。其中一個室友Johan問我: Do you want to slap him? (這個him，是指著那個正在演奏蘇格蘭風笛的先生)。 我搖搖頭回答: Never mind, this player doesn't wear the same pattern of kilt as him. His one is red pattern. (那位街頭演藝先生是穿綠色的).

I won't follow the light, because I am going to follow your paths.

I am waiting for the day coming, the day I have no feeling about you....

那天從山上一起走下來，突然間他念起了這段歌詞~~~

一直不願意面對，

但是，卻一直被他的一舉一動所影響~

告訴自己，準備心平靜氣 慢慢放下這股 卡了幾個月卻又都無法確定的關係~

準備從 剎車 轉成 棄車.......

說不會失落，是騙人的，因為我畢竟還是 平常人，但是，因為不抱任何期望，所以 相對的 失望就變少了!!! I just saw the bundary between us again. However,  it meant I still kept a clear mind and wasn't being blind when I was being with you...